An eating disorder is not a choice.It’s not something you can just “snap out” of. It’s a broken coping mechanism,hidden deep inside,the heart,mind and soul.
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(Source: tilltheboneshows, via oh-wow-im-fucked-up)
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So Purging has got worse very recently.
It used to be a few times a week, and now its a few times a day. This is the worst it’s ever been. I am starting to develop that red knuckle, and it’s becoming easier to hide it from my family because we dont eat together some nights.
The thing with me is…
That shitty moment when you’re in the shower purging and all of a sudden there’s no more warm water.
Now I can’t even finish what I started.
(Source: killerserotonin)
I hate when people look at people with eating disorders and say things like “oh, look at what society has done..”
Like, no. I did this to me, I deserve the credit.
I’m the one who worked hard for this.
Don’t give society credit.
